i feel awkward about my feelings all the time. when i cant seem to make sense of them i shy away from them, stop them fom happening. i shouldn’t do that. its kept me from doing things and being with people which is my major regret. i need intimacy with someone again. not just sex or pulling, talking and hugging and cheeky wee dates to the cinema. 

(Source: hellomisscherie, via ado-xography)